Ζаняан's life.

2009-01-18T11:14:00.005+08:00

i've moved to

http://zahrahtheblue.wordpress.com/

2009-01-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

at last!

2009-01-05T21:24:00.003+08:00

haha.. after a long time ku tk blog.. rindu plak tibe2
ok lets recall back..

1. on my bdae, nurul bt suprised 4 me.. tk sangka seh die sanggup dtg my hs pg2 just to gv me my present.. nurul, im so touch.. *i wish die pun bt mcm gitu jugak.. hmmph*
2. epa n faz kasi ku bear.. dpt winnie the pooh baru.. thnx korg..
3. suprised potong cake from ibu n korg2.. pndai eh.. sume da tau tnk blg aku.. step slenge je.. tkpe2 :)
4. aku da dpt keje.. yes2!!

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last sat aku kua ngn PAH, MIRAH, IZZAH n TIQS. tpi when this thing happen, PAH n MIRAH tkde.. cite die mcm ginni tau. nga jln2 pt far east plaza. time tu ku jln dpn den bdk 2 tu pt blkg ku. den ku pusing pt this 1 kdai ni n at the same time tiqs ckp ada hensem guy.. beh die pikir aku pusing psl laki hensem.. ok la ku tau ku mmg pantang tgk laki hensem. tpi tgk je pe.. bknnye luak pun..hehe(u jgn mrh k). beh tu ada tis one guy jln in front of me.si tiqs ni pun satu.. nk ckp pelan2 la. ni die ckp kuat "ala aku pun pusing klw ada lelaki hensem" sampai the guy in front of me pun pusing.. PDN MUKE malu sendiri.. hahaha..

hmmm bile lg la dpt kua ngn korg2 lg..
ok la pape jmp on the 7th feb k..
rindu korg

2008-12-27T19:42:00.002+08:00

haha izzah nk rompak psp aku.. mcm phm jek.. tk takot ah..
actually ku bkn tnk update but ku tk tau pe nk update..
da brap lame seh ku tk kua...

ku sedih.. kwn2ku rmai da keje.. ku blom keje2 lg.. boohoo :(
tpi tkpe.. ku tk kesah la.. asl kn ku happy.. haha

smlm ku tmnkn adk aku g beli buku skola die. beh ada woman ni masok lift la.. den kite chit chat.. den die aku schling or working. so ku blg la dia im looking 4 a job.. den die kasi ku card die.. so nk kene g interview la kn.. hehe.. tpi tk tau plak ehk dpt keje ke tk.. boring seh..

ku rindu kwn2 ku!!!!

tanya sama hati

2008-12-25T16:44:00.002+08:00

Tanya sama hati
Apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga
Bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati
Pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpimu
Masa berjauhan
Apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan
itulah sayang

Jikalau tidak kerana sayang
Kuntuman kasih tak mungkin kembang
Andainya jemu mengganti rindu
Jambangan mesra tentulah layu

its 4 him..

puas aku mencuba

2008-12-21T12:20:00.002+08:00

Puas sudah ku mencuba
Menyakinkan dirimu kasih
Dan ku cuba meleraikan\
Kekusutan tersimpul
Namun apa daya...

Puas sudah ku mencuba
Turuti rentak dirimu sayang
Agar tiada tercetus sengketa
Di antara kita untuk selamanya

Engkau sering menduga hati ini
Menggugat kesabaranku
Namun tak pernah aku tunjukkan
Keresahan diwajahku...

Sampai disini saja sayang
Mampu ku pertahankannya
Kerna aku jua insan
Yang perlukan perhatian

Jangan kau sesali lagi
Atau menyalahkan takdir
Lihat pada diri
Di manakah kesilapanmu kasih
Menilai ketulusan

2008-12-21T11:48:00.003+08:00

smlm ku g zoo..da lame seh tk g.. fun jugak uh.. haha..
ku g tempat ah meng.. ku amek gamba ah meng.. name die charlie..
beh ku carik kubur ah meng yg da mati tu.. tk jmp pun.. tugu die je ada.. sedih seh.. haha
puma soooo cute... die 'meow meow' psl die nmpk die nye keeper.. cute seh..
white tiger.. ku try 2 find out which one is umar.. ku try panggil but ada 1 pusing.. ku suspect tats umar.. haha
after that mkn food culture at lot 1..

*im hurt*

lesson to learn

2008-12-18T12:49:00.006+08:00

1. tis 1 gal gt into relationship wit this one guy. den suddenly the guy nk break off psl of his parents dun like the gal. nt up to his parents standard watsoeva la. he has to choose whether his parents or the gal.. so he choose his parents.

*the moral of the story? parents lg important than everything. without them, kitorg tkde pt dunia ni. eventhough syg sngt pt matair korg, but if ur parents dont like, u hv 2 obey with them.. jgn derhaka tau..

2. tis gal syg sngt her partner. but they cant be together.

* the moral of the story? cinta tk bererti memiliki. walau syg sngt sekalipun. sometimes u hv to let go.. klw org da tk syg kite, da benci sngt ngn kite, tkkn kite nk paksa2 die lg kn. nnt kate tkda maruah pulak

3. ckp slh tk ckp pun slh.. ape bezanya? nk mempertahankn hak diri sendiri pun susah.

*the moral of the story? money cn buy everything.. including love n happiness.. so beware.. though ure nt wrong, but u dun hv the rite 2 talk abt ur rite. mcm mentimum dgn durian. kt atas teruk kt bwh pun teruk. it doesnt make any diff rite

4. a boy is still a boy.
a gal is still a gal.
a guy is still a guy.
a lady is still a lady.
a man is still a man.
a woman is till a woman.

*the moral of the story? every human ada ego diorg sendiri. tpi jgn smpai tk tau jage perasaan org lain. dun be selfish. ok u hv to be independent but u also hv to think about others if u want ppl to think abt u kn

5. andai tiada lg perasaan di hati, ungkapkanlah. jgn dipendamkan. let it out

*jgn jdi hypocrite la. klw da tnk lg, ckp je sejujur jujurnya. tk pyh nk belit2. mayb 4 the person itself, its gd psl ppl dun noe ur feelings. but org lain yg kene tempiasnya. u should care bout the person nye feelings jugak pe.

the conclusion-
walau betapa kuat pun syg kite pt seseorg tu, tpi klw org tua tk suke, jgn teruskn. perhubungan tanpa restu org tua tkkn berkekalan. cinta tak bererti memiliki. jgn pernah menyesal. mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik apa yg terjadi. but at the same time, jgn jdi hypocrite. just let it out ape yg korg rasa. jgn pendam2. memakan diri sendiri. nnt terluka sendiri. jgn pentingkn diri sendiri.

sesungguhnya duit tk blh beli segalanya hatta maruah, harga diri, cinta dan kebahagiaan. akan tetapi dengan duit, manusia blh buat sahaja yg mereka nk. cinta tk blh dibeli oleh wang rinngit. its priceless. mcm lagu aris ariwatan-"cinta tak knl siapa, hadir tanpa dipaksa". andaikata cinta itu dilihat pada harta dan wang ringgit, org itu seperti tdk mengenal apa erti cinta

belacan or cheese?

2008-12-18T01:13:00.005+08:00

ape saya ckp sume slh?

ape lagi yg blh saya ckp lagi?

slame ni saya cuba phm..

but ati saya mcm mane pulak?

bile saya diam saya dikata

bile saya bersuara saya pun dikata

wat cn i do then?

do i a hv a choice?

slame ni i tried my best so tk jdi pape

saya diam..

tpi org kata jugak..

apa yg mampu saya buat?

hina sngt ke saya smpai dituduh mcm gitu skali?

apa slh saya smpai saya dihina mcm gitu teruk skali?

bila saya suarakan isi hati saya, saya dimarah.

bila saya pendam, hati sendiri tersiksa.

hati siapa yg patut ku jaga?

aku sayang.. sayang sngt..

ku tak sanggup kehilangannya..

adakah si dia mengerti?

adakah dia akan memahami?

adakah dia mengerti betapa hancurnya, betapa sakitnya hati ini?

adakah dia tahu,

betapa sesungguhnya ku memerlukannya untuk meniupkan semangat kepada diriku?

aku tahu ku harus kuat

aku harus cekal..

akan tetapi, jikalau ada yang sudi memimpin ku,

bukankah ianya akan menjadi kuat?

duhai kasih, mengertilah...

Mungkin aku bisa bercinta dengan kamu

Kendati kata kata mu selalu

Menusuk jantung melukai ku

Mungkin ku mau memaafkan mu kembali

Demi cinta yang ada di hatiku

Meloloskan mu dari kata pisah

Mungkin sang fajar dan sayap-sayap burung patah

Menyaksikan kita berseteru

Slalu tak pernah damai

Mungkin cintaku terlalu kuat dan menutupi

Jiwa yang dendam akan kerasmu

Sehingga kita bersama… mungkin

his fav song

2008-12-18T00:09:00.002+08:00

gt tis 1 nite we talk2..
den die kasi dgr2 lagu in his ipod..
den he kasi me dgr tis one song n he said tat he like this song, his fav song..

Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

*i dun gv a damn of wat u wanna say u bt me..
but i just want u to noe tat wateva happen, i still love u..
ILY<33

more from hei sushi

2008-12-17T23:53:00.004+08:00

2008-12-15T01:32:00.002+08:00

should i delete this blog or something?

hurting someone is not my job

but sometimes i did.

coincidentally in this blog.

im sorry if u're hurt bcoz of me. i dont mean to actually..btol tk tipu..
promise not to do that again..

UHIBBUKAFILLAH <333

2008-12-02T22:47:00.005+08:00

tdi ku kua ngn PAH. tmnkn die carik keje.. lp tu g pasir ris setakat nk mkn hei sushi ngn FIZA skali.. time nk balek tu hujan dgn selebat2nye.. ada lightning...
otw time nk g pasir ris, ku kasi PAH maen psp.. lps tu ada la die ckp "eh! aku nk cpt2 carik keje ah. first gaji ku nk beli psp. nnt kau ingt kn kau tau. takot nnt ku tertukar." kecoh uh si PAH ni. these are some of the pics,

muke PAH stress maen game

2008-12-02T22:34:00.003+08:00

asl mesti nk kene buat org mcm gini?
asyik org je nk kene phm die.
beh die tkda nk phm org langsung.
pikir org tkde feelings pe.
:(

2008-11-30T21:26:00.009+08:00

MEMORIES...

these pics was taken after we won the pesta pantun nye competition (2008).. best tau.. bcoz i ada tat time...haha.. mesti la suke kn.. dpt masok den mng summore..

thnx to the supporters yg turun tat dae.. luv u all + the pantun-ians [PIE - BIK NA - JUST THE TWO OF US - OH FATIMAH(haha)]

den kn, after tat, kenangan terindah yg tk dpt ku lupe seh.. FIG&OLIVE.. sape2 yg tau, phm2 je la k..

ni 3 gamba plak kn, gamba my galfrens plus my form teacher MS ZAITON.. a dae b4 puasa - 300808 - last dae b4 start puasa... GIRL POWER ya! haha.. blueks..

syg korg seh.. syg sngt2...

miss korg.. miss sngt2.. miss the time when we're together..

hmmm cn i be like superman? he can back the time(in movie je la).. ok2 OH FATIMAH merepek...

ku will neva lupe korg.. PROMISE

korg pun.. PROMISE k!

*kementelanku terserlah dlm gamba ni..haha ok im always mentel ;)

dlm conference room... after 'meeting' with MUDIR.. hmm tk ingt plak when is the date but yg penting on my last wk of sch..

ok la tu je la yg ku ada 4 my memories.. actually byk.. tpi kn.. byk sngt la.. hmmm *KENANGAN DEMI KENANGAN MENYEKSA DI INGATAN*

tdi kn, ku kendarat tau.. hmm ada la scene klaka ni..ku nmpk HAMSTER_KITTEN ngn JUSTTHE2OFUS nga talk2.. den ku dtg la pt diorg.. diorg talk bout brands.. den i heard JUSTTHE2OFUS sebut 'BORNEO'.. den i pikir2 la.. ade ke brand name BORNEO? den i ask her la nk confirmation- "BORNEO or BONIA?"...hmmm korg phm2kn sndri la k.. BORNEO kn a place/country(hmm i dunno which one la) ;D

2008-11-28T10:25:00.005+08:00

da lame tk blog..

A LEVEL DAH ABES!!!

da tk pyh bwk buku when klua.. yes2!!

yest i gt my cam back.. ouh do u noe hw much i miss u cammy..

i bought a bag.. at last... n im happy..

next.. tk tau ah nk carik keje ape.. kak mik ckp jgn carik keje skrg psl ramai blom quit psl nk

tunggu bonus.. beh smpai bile seh.. makin cute la aku nanti..

ILY!

2008-11-19T20:41:00.009+08:00

TO ALL MEN,

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you

will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you....she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday.... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

*********************************************

TO ALL LADIES,

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

WHO CALLS YOU BACK WHEN YOU HANG UP ON HIM.

will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your

forehead

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he

is to have you.

WHO TURNS TO HIS FRIENDS AND SAYS, "THAT'S HER!!!"

2008-11-19T19:02:00.008+08:00

haha.. wat a small world

tk tau mcm ne nk explain.. but jus nw i met my fren then die knl kn me wit kwn

die.. n accidentally, kwn die tu, my fren yg i tk pena jmp but knl.. phm tk? phm kn

je la k..

first time i drive when hujan.. first2 mmg kancong ah.. den ok.. good2..

good zahrah :)

korg dgr ni.. i nga blogging tau.. then when i nga blogging, my mum tegur. den

she asked for QURAN. i pun looked around la carik mane QURAN tu. nk tau tk

actually die nk CONTROL tv.. mpek kn my mum ni.. QURAN n CONTROL.. jauh seh

ibu.. haha sori bu.. wateva it is kn, hw merpk pun, i still love u oma.

sarangi oma! <33

2008-11-18T17:49:00.005+08:00

tdi ku ada prac.. instructor baik... ku suke.. yeah2

ku goreng ayam... sedap

2008-11-17T17:51:00.005+08:00

tdi paper usul.. tk susah n tk senang.. average..

tdi ku g tgk wayang...Madagascar escape to Africa...

kelakar giler seh... i bought the combo meal.. dpt die nye cup.. hee... best tau...

after tat we go far east.. mkn time... lapar tau..

actually tk tau nk ckp pe lagi ah..

so.. adios..

2008-11-15T12:46:00.007+08:00

im so so happy...

wanna noe y? bcos i hv him..

sayang kamu <33

smlm i went to expo.. ade crocs sale.. sikit nye pack.. nk tgk kasot pun

susah.. i da dpt the shoe tat i want.. ok2 tk bedek ah but it is so murah

then the usual price.. but then when i looked at the Q, tkpela tros tk

jadi...panjang tau.. den i heard tis i gal said to her fren

"i think by end of this year all singaporeans wear crocs"

haha.. i also think like tat... u imagine la 1 person bought more than 5

pairs... ada yg smpai almost and more than 10 pairs.. gila kn.. 1 day

pakai satu... baik beli 365 pairs kn... 4 1 yr skali...

kempunan i nk pkai crocs shoe.. boohoo :(

after tat me n beruang g makan... lapar tau.. so we or actually me la

decided nk mkn swensen. so the nearest one is at T2. den we go la..

kitorg amek student deals.. but then rite pelik jugak tau..kitorg cume

bayar 4 1 meal aje... dunno la the deals mcm mane.. nk tny takot kene

byr lebih... so cabot ah.. hehe...

UHIBBUKAFILLAH <333

2008-11-12T21:21:00.006+08:00

yesh! smlm da dapt balek my wallet.. ada duit skali.. cn shopping.. weee~

paper econs sucks! paper 1 tak senang BUT paper 2 lagi susah...

yeah.... da blh simpan econs notes..

i bought a new bag..

3 more papers to go...

niwae, fri ada sale.. nk pergi..yesh!

Beruang, ikot jom! nk tak?

ok epa i owe u.. yong tau fu kan? bile nak?

*hingga kini masih ku mencari.. hanya lah menanti jawapan yang pasti..*

2008-11-08T10:51:00.005+08:00

malay+sastera+gp+maths+syariah 1= DAH HABIS!!!

BUT, MY WALLET HILANG! BINGITNYE..

ok its my mistake jugak la... nvm... dun wanna talk abt it anymore..

mayb sume yg terjadi ada hikmahnya.

thnx to them... thnx for being there for me when i need help... syg korg..

ku terharu sngt...

on the 1st nov, my abg berangkat. fatimah nangis la... hehehe.. nurul,

kite da buat pe yg awk suruh.. kite hug abg kite... weee~

smlm dapat web wit my bro.. die saket lagi.. kesian die..

abg, we all miss u!

econs+usuluddin 1+syariah 2+usuluddin 2= coming soon!!!

*heesyh! bile nk abes ni*

Pangeranku, gue maseh sayang pada kamu dong!

dessert

2008-10-29T14:30:00.004+08:00

aku dapat email psl dessert...

>>>> If all of the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you,

which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one)! Trust me... this is

very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists

think about you.

REMEMBER - No cheating. Make your choice before you check the meaning.

Here are your choices:

1. Angel Food Cake

2. Brownies

3. Lemon! Meringue Pie

4. Vanilla Cake With Chocolate Icing

5. Strawberry Short Cake

6. Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing

7. Ice Cream

8. Carrot Cake

No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully

about what your choice will be.

OK - Now that you've made your choice, this is what the researchers say

about you...

SCROLL DOWN --- NO CHEATING!

1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and

fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice

cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being

childlike and immature at times.

2. BROWNIES -- You are adventurous, love new ideas, and are a champion

of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up, you

whip out your saber. You are always the oddball with a unique sense

of humor and direction. You tend to be very loyal.

3. LEMON MERINGUE -- Smooth, sexy, & arti culate with your hands, you

are an excellent care giver and a good teacher. But don't try to

walk and chew gum at the same time. A bit of a diva at times, you

set your own style because you do your own thing. You shine when it

comes to helping others and have many friends.

4. VANILLA CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING -- Following, sassy, humorous, not

very grounded in life; very indecisive and lacking motivation.

Everyone enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker..

Others should be cautious in making you mad. However, you are a

friend for life.

5. STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE -- Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other

people, can be counted on in a pinch and expect the same in return.

Intuitively keen. You can be very emotional at times but a true

person in every way. You like to do things for yourself and help

others learn about themselves.

6. CHOCOLATE CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING -- Sexy; always ready to give

and ! receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and

passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on

the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for

anything average in life. Love to laugh.

7. ICE CREAM -- You like sports, whether it be baseball, football,

basketball, or soccer. If you could, you would like to participate,

but you enjoy watching sports. You don't like to give up the remote

control. You tend to be self-centered and high maintenance.

8. CARROT CAKE -- You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh.

You are fun to be with. People like to hang out with you. You are a

very warm hearted person and a little quirky at times. You have

many loyal friends.. You were meant to lead and teach others. A

wonderful role model.

so which one is u?<<<<

2008-10-29T08:41:00.005+08:00

281008 - blaja! blaja! blaja! blh jdi giler seh.. paper sume dekat2.. adoi!

smlm tgk coffee prince.. the guy confess.. den gt 1 scene die nangis... ouh im so touch...

miss na kita dear <33

cant wait for thursday... bluek ;p

2008-10-27T18:55:00.003+08:00

aku jumpa benda ni from ada la satu org ni nye blog --

"When you start to stick to a person and not change your heart anymore, that’s maturity."

i understand but im nt... somebody explain it to me pls

jodoh

2008-10-27T18:19:00.003+08:00

epa msg me..
she ckp she jmp one of our schmates dulu dlm train..
den she ckp, klw jodoh tk ke mana..
den she ckp lagi, jodoh tk semestinya kene kawen.
is its true? tk semestinya kn?
ntah la... tk tau mcm ne nk ckp ehk..
give comments pls

UHIBBUKAFILLAH <333

2008-10-27T16:35:00.004+08:00

Happy Deepavali!

3 more days to go..

DAMN! my hp sucks! org kasi die baik2, die pkai je rosak2. 2nd time.. bingit je seh.. nvm.. relax.. zahrah always sch..

tak blh tahan la...tk sabar...

NURUL show me tis vid.. its damn funny.. to me la --
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdyC1BrQd6g

still searching for tis 1 song.. dunno the title..

SARANGI!!!!!!

*still counting*

new born blog

2008-10-26T13:00:00.003+08:00

24102008 - fatimah-zahrah.blogspot.com was created. Thanx 2
Nurul.. love ya nurul..
link me ya ppl.. tat nite i took my 5th prac.. da blh bawak at road.. yeah yeah! excited...
*cant wait*

25102008 - my 2nd day ada blog. but still blom post2 lagi.. haha.. i went to KHATIB jumpa a fren of mine... kawan pny pasal, i hv to go there.. wateva it is, u still owe me fren... tuntut is a must.., just wait n see k..
*counting*

26102008 - baru today i on comp.. suprising.. epa tag me.. sory la epa ku baru nk post haha..
today i want to make a confession.
1- i miss my galfrens very much.. preu academic 07-08. miss u gals... sngt2.... all the memories... pains n gains... hmmph... mcm nk nangis je when ingt kt korg.. rindu nk kejar bus.. rindu nk nyanyi2 dlm class.. u noe i noe gals... the stuff tat we always buat in class..
2- the preus 07-08 yg lain.. ku pun rindu korg jugak... nnt da tk blh kacau2 lg...hmmmph...
3- ku stress... tpi tk sngt la... A LEVELS da nk dekat...but its ok.. STUDY SMART BUT DUN STUDY HARD K..
-Mr Burp, jgn mrh2 k.. its nt gd tau...-
*still counting*